Scene Report |
The impetous for this posting was gained from comments on the thread "Book: When Someone You Love Is Kinky" where discussion diverted (my fault!) onto how a lot of reports and discussion here is about harder play. This report is pretty soft... it's all mental (no locks except handcuffs) and no whips/flogging/etc.
I wish to thank my Mistress for allowing me to post this scene, and for providing me the pleasure of the scene in the first place.
ORIGINAL COMMAND
Anyways. Tomorrow, when you're back from the post office (and do tell me about who else is sending you stuff...;) attach your 20' chain as discussed (you can pick the collar). Bonus points if you put ankle cuffs on, but you don't have to. Every...let's say, at the top of every other hour?...put on handcuffs and blindfold and kneel quietly for five minutes, thinking of me standing behind you, walking around you, inspecting you, plotting what to do with you. No wanking during or after!
In evening, 9ish or 10ish (however it works out), put your hood on (and gag, if you want), set timer, hook your cuffs to your attic (er, loft :) chain like we had in the first story, and wait. Imagine me there again, enjoying the sight of you, making little approving comments, pinching a bit, stroking a bit, teasing and pleasing, until the point at which you figure I'd just have to have you (you know I can't resist it...) Then, unhook your hands (but leave 'em chained together) and wank. Clean up mess carefully. ;)
A little negotiation took place (I was to be naked except for the collar and cuffs, but was allowed to keep slippers on... I get cold feet)
Started 10:35
While I was getting undressed and putting on the cuffs, I thought to myself
"Why am I doing this? She'd never know if I lied about it" but then I felt
dirty... I'm doing this because you asked me to and because I want to
please you! None of this stuff is locked on, just clipped or buckled.
After all, the idea is mental domination, so locks wouldn't make much
difference when I can get to the keys anyway :-)
Got hard on while putting cuffs on, but didn't play with myself
11:50
Realised I didn't have blindfold! Had to temporarily disconnect chain
(I connected it to wrist cuff instead) in order to reach the blindfold.
12:00
Blindfolded, cuffed behind back. Imagined you walking around me, and
dragging a flogger's tails over my shoulders... couldn't stop wiggling.
Caught myself playing with myself a couple of times, and stopped when I realised what I was doing.
Paddy Paws got lots of hugs and kisses, me imagining it was you.
12:45
Mum called... hope the chain didn't clank too loudly when I moved :-)
13:00
Made myself Marmite sandwiches. Silly thought... here I am naked except
for collar, chain and cuffs making sandwiches. Wonder if Tori likes Marmite.
Remembers bofh thread... possibly not.
Start to catch up on usenet (ssbb, ssbb-f, upb, bofh.*)
Found reference to medicaltoys.com... caught myself playing again
Paddy Paws sits on my lap all the time, being hugged
More surfing of medicaltoys.com and caught myself playing again! This time I was so hard (looking at some of the restraints!) I stopped myself playing on the verge of cuming... agh, torment!
14:00
cuffed behind back again. This time you were harder on me... you kicked my
knees and ankles to make me place them together, rather than spread them out.
A good song was on the TV and I started tapping my ankles together, which
caused the D-rings to tap together making a clicking noise, and you swatted
me for that.
14:10
stop reading that site! Not good for me when I can't wank...
put washing (underclothes) in machine... I don't want any dirty clothes other
than today/tomorrow for New Year. Ugh, I can't dust/polish/hoover the house
today... can't get to all areas! Will have to get up early tomorrow to
do if before I go to parents.
Paddy Paws gets lots of hugs and kissed every 5 minutes or so
15:30
second washing load goes in (shirts/jumpers)
15:35
notice your email arrived! Yippee!! Happy fix time :-)
15:37
read your email and not allowed to wank... torment! Paddy Paws gets
lots of hugs
16:00
was in middle of replying to your email! This time I remembered to
keep my knees and ankles together, but made the mistake of swaying a little
to the music, earning me another swatting. In the effort to stay perfectly
still my leg muscles started to quiver a little (I _am_ unfit) but you didn't
grant me any relief. Second song "Together in Electric Dreams" started,
and about 15 seconds into it a woman said "Can I help you", which made me
jump a _lot_ because that's not on the CD! As this finished, I realised I
hadn't set the alarm, so took off the blindfold and found I'd been there
for 7 minutes.
16:57
finished email :-)
17:15
hear noises outside, so turn off all lights (curtains are pulled)
to pretend I'm not here incase someone knocks. For next door fortunately!
17:45
story thread arrives
17:55
finish reading story and have a massive hard on. Paddy Paws
gets a lot of cuddling. Gnngh, can't start on a reply because I'm due
to be blindfolded in 5 minutes..
18:00
You had noticed my difficulties last time and allowed me some gap
between my knees. At one point I swayed a little, but you let that past.
Your flogger was dragged over my shoulders as you walked around me, but
this time I refrained from wiggling. I must be getting tired, because it
seemed like a LONG 5 minutes. Or maybe it was just thinking about the
story line... was hard to seperate you walking around me, and you
hitting me with the crop!
18:10
take stuff out of drier. In order to reach drier, I need to turn
collar backwards and crouch, straining on the chain. As I stand up the
chain falls into my arse crack... cold!
18:15
put frozen chilli con carne in microwave
18:30
finish dinner
19:12
finish story email
19:45
finish second email. Random aborted playing with self during writing
of both.
20:00
I was 30 seconds late (had to go to the toilet first) and you
weren't happy :-( Were tapping your foot, and flogged me HARD a couple
of times in punishment. Sorry :-( Sorry :-(
20:06
start IRCing. Hug and kiss you when you're there!
21:55
quit IRCing. Setup hood, tube gag, butt plug (extra, in honour of the
story), handcuffs, chain, watch. 12" chain running from loft door
(it has a handle with a small hole in it that chain hooks fit nicely) which
leaves the end of the chain about 4" above my head. Put fabric "covers"
around handcuffs to stop them biting into wrists.
22:00
Start stopwatch
put on hood. Hood rips! Still covers nose upwards, but doesn't
cover below that from the front. Agh! Need to buy a good hood... maybe
from Purple Passion. Put in gag. Put in buttplug. Handcuff hands, hook
handcuff chain to end of hanging chain. Guess 1 minute taken so far.
Hang around, thinking of you, getting hard.
After around 5 minutes (I guess) I realise I'm starting to dribble. Hmm.. Wobble back and forth a bit, turn in circles, playing with collar chain which has bunched around feet. Tried to get it to twist around my cock, imagining you tieing it up, but not succeeding.
After about 12 minutes (guess) started whimpering that you weren't really there to touch me. Dribbling a lot now.
Jaw starts to ache a little. Throat getting dry where air comes up middle of gag and entering mouth and hitting the top of my mouth near the back. Getting uncomfortable in my mouth.
I can't take it anymore... maybe shouldn't have use the gag. Could have lasted longer without the gag. Ugh. Unhook cuffs from chain, take off gag, take off hood. Look at watch 17:58 minutes, which probably means 15 minutes of hanging around. I think you could have waited longer, but my throat was complaining badly.
Still handcuffed and still wearing buttplug, go in bedroom and wank. Not a good wank (difficult with handcuffs on) but a relief after today's torment!
approx 22:30
uncuff hands, unchain collar. Clean up dribble off chest. Wow,
floor is wet... I must have dribbled a LOT!
Typed this up, had a swig of milk to try and calm throat down. Hope I don't get a sore throat and a cough because of that!
INITIAL REPLY
I'll answer in full later, but I wanted to get this out quick to you in case you're going to bed early...
*hug* You did wonderfully. Absolutely terrific. You've done everything I've asked and more so, and I'm _very_ pleased and proud. Equipment failures are not at all your fault and I won't blame you for them. :)
I can't tell you how warm and tingly I felt reading your mail--that you'd do all that just because I asked--it's something I'm not used to and I truly appreciate the gift you're giving me.
Sleep well, love. *kiss*
MY RESPONSE
Thank you Mistress. Tears (literally!) have come to my eyes knowing I've made you happy. Today was fun to do, although frustrating, and it makes it all so much more worthwhile knowing that I succeeded in my goal of pleasing you.
I'm so happy... I'm going to go to bed now (wearing the collar only) and I can go to sleep with a happy smile on my face.
Thank you!!!!
The next day, discussion took place over the details of the scene but that's not going to be reported here :-)