Path: nwrddc02.gnilink.net!cyclone2.gnilink.net!cyclone1.gnilink.net!spamkiller.gnilink.net!gnilink.net!nwrddc02.gnilink.net.POSTED!5b729141!not-for-mail Message-ID: <5k88l.3124$BC4.2871@nwrddc02.gnilink.net> From: -^-^spectrum-^^- Newsgroups: soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm Subject: The soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm FAQ list (Part 1 of 6) Date: Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:44:01 GMT Lines: 715 Organization: Just the FAQs, Ma'am Summary: This contains a list of frequently asked questions in the soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm newsgroup, with non-judgmental, frank, sometimes sexually explicit answers. Read sections that interest you; avoid the sections that do not. Last-modified: 1 January 2002 User-Agent: tin/1.6.2-20030910 ("Pabbay") (UNIX) (Linux/2.4.20-18.7 (i686)) NNTP-Posting-Host: 206.46.31.146 X-Complaints-To: abuse@verizon.net X-Trace: nwrddc02.gnilink.net 1231098241 206.46.31.146 (Sun, 04 Jan 2009 14:44:01 EST) NNTP-Posting-Date: Sun, 04 Jan 2009 14:44:01 EST X-Received-Date: Sun, 04 Jan 2009 14:44:01 EST (nwrddc02.gnilink.net) Xref: backup.spuddy.org soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm:221273 The soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm FAQ List Where the kinky knowledge resides! Part 1 of 7 This list is posted semi-monthly, on or around the 1st and 15th. Please send additions, suggestions, etc. to johnson_grey@unrealities.com If this posting appears truncated or damaged, contact me, also. The World Wide Web version of this FAQ (which is the prime copy) is at: http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/faq.htm Please make links to that page, rather than posting separate Web copies of the text of this FAQ. This FAQ list is copyrighted. The full copyright notice appears at the end of each part of the list; please respect it. *Introduction* Soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm is a Usenet discussion group, or newsgroup, about various topics including sex and bondage. This FAQ list is my set of answers to some of the most common questions in that group. You may find it interesting whether or not you've encountered s.s.b-b itself. o What kinds of things are discussed on soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm? And what things are _not_ appropriate for discussion there? Read the group's charter! And all shall be made clear. This FAQ contains explicit sexual information. If you do not wish to view such information, I advise you to skip this FAQ. If you believe this FAQ itself is obscene, I ask you to read my response to {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/t.htm} question 20. Check out {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/whatsnew.htm} what's new with the FAQ! [Also, if you're curious, check out {http://www.unrealities.com/johnsongrey/adult/} my personal adults-only home page.] Books could be and are being written about these questions; remember, this is a thumbnail FAQ list. If you learn anything from this list, hopefully it will be how many questions there are to ask, and how much there is to learn! If you're concerned or curious about issues that you feel are breezed over here, see the very end of this FAQ for a list of wonderful books and sources of more information. And if you want more ideas or discussion about anything, well, what else is soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm for? *The FAQs Themselves* PART 1: 1. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/a.htm} What do B&D, S&M, D&S, "top", "bottom" mean? 2. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/b.htm} What is a "scene", and what is "negotiation"? 3. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/c.htm} What is a "safeword"? 4. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/d.htm} When is pain not pain? 5. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/e.htm} What are some basics of safe SM, emotionally and physically? PART 2: 6. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/f.htm} Is everyone either a top or a bottom? What's a "switch"? 7. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/g.htm} How can I learn to be a good top? 8. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/h.htm} How can I learn to be a good bottom? 9. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/g2h.htm} Is BDSM sexual? 10. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/i.htm} Why is bondage fun? 11. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/j.htm} Why is whipping fun? PART 3: 12. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/k.htm} What is body piercing? What is "C&B" play, or "genitorture"? 13. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/l.htm} What is cutting/play piercing/burning/branding/electrical play? What are "bloodsports"? 14. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/m.htm} What is it about breath control? Is it safe to make someone pass out? 15. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/n.htm} What are "golden showers"? How about "scat"? 16. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/o.htm} Is anal sex safe? Why do people do it? 17. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/p.htm} What is "fisting"? PART 4: 18. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/q.htm} Does the way I play qualify as "real" SM? What is "real" SM, anyway? 19. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/r.htm} What is it about leather/latex/high heels/corsets/other fetishes? 20. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/s.htm} What about shaving body hair and/or crossdressing? 21. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/t.htm} Why am I defending SM? 22. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/u.htm} Is SM degrading or abusive? Were most SM people abused? PART 5: 23. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/v.htm} Why is SM taboo, and is SM criminal, unnatural, immoral, unethical, or unhealthy? 24. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/w.htm} Isn't the bottom always in control? 25. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/x.htm} Can someone _really_ be someone else's slave? 26. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/y.htm} What are the "codes"? 27. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/z.htm} My fantasies scare me. What if I get too into SM? PART 6: 28. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/a2.htm} I want to throw a play party; how do I go about it? 29. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/b2.htm} I want to attend a play party; what is the etiquette? 30. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/c2.htm} What's the deal with this anonymity stuff? 31. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/d2.htm} Are SM people being politically and socially harassed? 32. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/e2.htm} What topics are or aren't acceptable on s.s.b-b? (including, what's s.s.b-b's charter?) 33. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/f2.htm} I'm sick of certain topics on s.s.b-b. How can I avoid them? Also, what's with all these ads? 34. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/h2.htm} OK, so I can't post ads to s.s.b-b. Where CAN I post them? 35. {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/g2.htm} I don't have access to soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm; what can I do to get information about the scene? *Translations & Etc.* The FAQ has (so far) been translated into four languages! (I'm putting this before the FAQs because, well, I'm quite proud and happy about this :-) If you wish to translate it into another language, or re-translate it into one of these languages, simply let me know--I have a standing policy of granting permission to do so if permission is requested--and I will link to your translation once it is available, as well as archiving it here. Thanks VERY VERY MUCH to all those who have put in time and effort so far to translate my FAQ; it is a great honor to me, and a great help to many others. o There is a Japanese version online {http://www.st.rim.or.jp/~tku/ASBFAQ/faq.html} here. I have archived an old version of it {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/japanese/faq.html} here. o An Italian version is {http://www.smack.org/freeita/asbfaq.htm} here (with an older, archived copy {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/italian/asbfaq.htm} here). o A German version is online {http://www.zarthart.com/asb_faq/index.html} here; I've also archived it locally, {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/german/} here. o The most recent version is Czech, currently only archived locally here. o If you want to download this entire FAQ as a plain text file (in English :-), you can do so thanks to the able efforts of spectrum@magenta.com; {http://www.magenta.com/~spectrum/faqssb.txt} here's his full-text copy of the FAQ. * FAQs about the FAQs* Some simple questions, answered simply. o What about the alt.sex.bondage FAQ? Alt.sex.bondage was the first Usenet BDSM newsgroup. It is currently overrun by advertising (as is all the alt.sex hierarchy). When soc.subculture.bondage-bdsm came about, I asked if I could convert The s.s.b.b FAQ (which I wrote) to the s.s.b-b FAQ, and people said "sure!", and I never did it. Until now. The s.s.b.b FAQ is now merely a reference to this one. I'm delighted to see how much of the "a.s.b-of-old" feeling s.s.b-b has recaptured. (Now I have much more of a life than I did then, which is basically why this FAQ has slipped... hope I haven't let the community down too badly by doing so much realtime pervery rather than virtual....) o How long have you been running the FAQ? Since 1991. I've gotten a lot of thanks and suggestions in that time, and I hope to make more time to work on the guts of this FAQ, which is still (to my knowledge) the best free reference about SM on the entire Internet. (If I'm wrong about this, please let me know which sites are better, so I can add links to them!) *The Appendices* The appendices are available on the World Wide Web version of this FAQ, {http://www.unrealities.com/adult/ssbb/faq.htm} Thanks for reading!* Hope you learned something! Remember, your sexuality is wonderful; treasure it and nourish it! {http://www.unrealities.com/johnsongrey/adult} To Johnson's adult page. ======================================================================= * 1. What do B&D, S&M, D&S, "top", "bottom" mean?* The easy part first: B&D = "bondage & dominance" or "bondage & discipline." S&M = "sadism & masochism." D&S = "dominance & submission." People who read s.s.b-b are generally interested in ways to have sex that are outside the mainstream. One of the recurrent threads on s.s.b-b is the question of "what to call ourselves", since there is no one set of sexual practices we all enjoy or are interested in, yet there is a lot in common among all the things we talk about. Some people enjoy submitting to another person, placing themselves under the power of another, in a sexual context. It can be a very hot thing for someone to say to you, "I'm yours. Use my body for your pleasure." This is D&S; one person is dominating, the other submitting. Slave/master, harem girl/sultan, boy/daddy, student/schoolmistress. D&S is an erotic power game, where both people are getting off--one on the thrill of controlling, the other on the thrill of being controlled. This is also where the terms "top" and "bottom" come in; the top is, roughly, the dominant; the bottom is, roughly, the submissive. What do tops and bottoms do with each other? Well, one good possibility is they have lots of hot sex. Another possibility is the top ties the bottom up in some manner, which directly and physically puts the bottom at the top's mercy, and then the top plays with the bottom, teasing, seducing, frustrating, and hopefully finally satisfying. This is a bondage & dominance sort of game. Some people enjoy playing with punishment--"You've been bad and now I have to tie you up and spank you!" That's bondage & discipline for you. Then there's the sort of game described by S&M--"sadism and masochism". Whips, canes, nipple clamps, all the wonderful things that are designed to cause, in greater or lesser degree, pain. It can be a powerful thing to submit to someone else who wants to hurt you; it's a fantastic gesture of trust. And as will be discussed later, pain is not really pain anymore in an S&M game; it becomes overwhelmingly intense stimulation, which when administered by a skilled top can bring a bottom to entirely new heights of ecstasy. Sometimes the D&S aspect becomes secondary to the sensual trip; you don't have to enjoy obeying another's commands to enjoy being tied up and whipped! And of course, pain (whether light or heavy) is only one sort of sensation; there are many others, and all of them can be lots of fun to play with. This sort of trip, merging pain and pleasure to create an amazingly powerful experience for the bottom, is sometimes known as SM: Sex Magick. The precise definitions of B&D, S&M, whatever, don't matter so much as do the experiences they point towards. All these areas, as you can see, overlap and intermingle in many many ways, but for me they all meet in the single concept of Sex Magick: taking a fantasy and turning it into reality, creating a magical space in which your desire can come to thrilling life! While we're sorta on the subject of abbreviations, here are some more: motos = Member Of The Opposite Sex; motss = Member Of The Same Sex; IMHO = In My Humble Opinion; BTW = By The Way; SO = Significant Other (i.e. lover); SMBDLMNOP = SM and BD and whatever else it is that we're always talking about here on s.s.b-b; "Munch" refers to "any social gathering of local people who read s.s.b-b" (it's short for "Burgermunch", a tradition started in Palo Alto); "plonk"--see a later question; WIITWD = What It Is That We Do (a newer term than SMBDLMNOP); YMMV = Your Mileage May Vary (i.e. this is my experience, yours may be different); ObBDSM = "Obligatory BDSM"--if a post here contains little BDSM content, the poster will put "ObBDSM: " at the end of the post; YKINOK = "Your Kink Is Not OK"--see question 17... and of course FAQ = Frequently Asked Questions. Oh, and the reason I refer to SM behavior as "play" here is because, well, it ain't work! Play means nothing other than activities done for recreation and for pleasure, and hence "play" is a fine word for many BDSM behaviors. Many of my friends use "play" similarly. (Though let me begin the many YMMV's by stating that many other people who do BDSM consider it to be a very real, and deep, part of their sexual orientation; these people find that the term "play" doesn't adequately express how important and fundamental these behaviors and relationships are to them. I am increasingly finding myself to be one of these people. And for still other people, some BDSM is play and some isn't. Confused yet?) Just so it is totally clear at the outset, NONE OF THIS MATERIAL ADVOCATES ANY KIND OF NONCONSENSUAL BEHAVIOR. What I am describing here is a variety of ways for lovers to enjoy one another, if and only if they both want to, and both give their consent. Anyone who claims that this information is in some way advocating nonconsensual, criminal acts is hereby charged with having failed to read and understand what I am saying. When I use the term "SM" in this FAQ, I refer specifically to consensual behavior. (See a later question for more on this.) Finally, you've probably already noticed that we talk about more here than just sex and bondage. If that bothers you, please, post something _yourself_ about either or both topics! Complaining "where are all the sex and bondage posts?" is unproductive; if you want to see more of something, put it out there yourself. Everyone on s.s.b-b is posting for their own reasons, which don't often include titillating strangers. But then again, this whole group is _about_ titillation--about conscious eroticism, about getting what you want, and the first step is often admitting it. Read on, and enjoy! Who knows, you might be a different person by the time you finish this FAQ... it's happened to others before you :-) Previous section Created 10 August 1995, last updated 315 Dec 1997 ======================================================================= * 2. What is a "scene", and what is "negotiation"?* SM has definite connotations of theater. The fact that you are a submissive while you're playing sexually does not mean you are a pushover in real life, nor does your being a dominant while playing mean that you are an overbearing egotist. These are roles that you can play; you are in some sense an actor. Hence the concept of a "scene". A scene is a particular interaction between a group of players, usually revolving around a bottom. It's not a formal concept, just a handy way to describe the action. "That was the hottest whipping scene I've ever seen!" "Our last scene really pushed me, Master; I've never felt like that before." Usually a scene has a momentum of its own: you (a top) will begin fucking/whipping/sucking/whatever your bottom, you'll both be fantastically into it, one or both of you comes/peaks/starts getting tired, and you wind down and rest for a while and talk about what worked and what didn't, about how the scene was for you. Novice SM players may profit from actually taking this loose description and using it to structure your first scenes. If there's something you want to try, first negotiate it with your partner; discuss what you want out of the scene (bondage? orgasm?), what your limits are (no fucking, no tickling), and what safeword you want to use (see the next question). Then get "into scene"--assume your roles (if any), put on the collar (or whatever), get into the mood to play... and play! And after the scene is over, take time to discuss what the scene felt like for each of you. Make sure to listen to your partner and learn how they felt, and thank your partner for playing... after an intense scene, it's really nice to cuddle and connect, rather than stopping abruptly and going home. A scene has a beginning, middle, and end; all three parts are very important. (And not necessarily disjoint; talking about how you feel and what you want can continue right through the whole process!) This "negotiation" concept in the SM community simply means open, honest communication about what you do and don't want. Negotiation in this sense is not a bargaining process, where one person is trying to get something at the expense of someone else; it's a win-win technique where you're both talking about what you've done and what excites and doesn't excite you, so you can feel more comfortable and turned on together. It's completely legitimate to talk both about your fantasies and your boundaries--about what makes you wet, _and_ about what makes you cringe and tense up. Telling your partner about things that you _don't_ want them to do is valuable, as you deserve to have those limits respected... and if you don't tell your partner those things, they may do them, and neither of you will enjoy it. (If you do express your limits, and your partner ignores them, that's nonconsensual, and you will want to think hard about whether you can trust your partner. Negotiation can bring these issues into clear focus, which can help.) If you're just getting into SM, or just into a new relationship, negotiation is a VERY valuable process. It can be as upfront as "I'd really like to kiss you, does that sound good?" or as nasty as "Tell me your deepest darkest fantasy or I'm going to stop rubbing your cock!" Talking about what you want from your sexual relationships can be difficult at first, but the more you do it the easier it gets and the more you get out of it! And note that none of this is necessarily specific to SM; negotiation is useful on all levels in all relationships, whether they involve SM or not. Consent is much more than a simple "yes"--any relationship, and especially SM relationships, will do better with lots of honest talk about what you both want, and why, and how much, and what you _don't_ want. There are some who feel that negotiating--talking--"ruins the momentum". The image they seem to have is of the lovers who need say no words; every touch, every action, is perfect. That's great when it happens, but it doesn't happen automatically. My personal experience is that talking upfront makes me feel much better about whoever it is I'm with, and much more confident that they won't do something I'm not ready for... this in turn means I can throw myself wholeheartedly into whatever we've negotiated. Plus, as you get to know each other better, you'll know what you like and don't like... because you'll have negotiated it! THEN the momentum REALLY gets rolling! The other connotation of "scene" applies to the whole B/D/S/M population; sometimes someone will ask another SM player "Is X in the scene?" or "I've seen Y around the scene before." If you want to get into the scene in this sense, look up one of the organizations I've mentioned at the end of this FAQ list--especially the NLA, which may well have a chapter in your area! Doing this can be very worthwhile; you can make new friends, get lots of good ideas, and find a community that shares your interests. Previous section Created 10 August 1995, last updated 10 August 1995 ======================================================================= * 3. What is a "safeword"?* One of the thrills of SM is that it can stretch your limitations. If you enjoy this sort of play, you can naturally find yourself trying more and more new things, accepting greater and greater levels of sensation, doing and feeling more than you've ever done or felt before. But the process is slow and gradual, and people are not telepathic. It may be that you are the bottom in a whipping scene, and your top is whipping you, and suddenly it doesn't feel good anymore!! and you want them to STOP!!! That is what a safeword is: a word that means "This isn't working! This scene is going wrong somehow! Please stop!" A safeword needs to be taken seriously. Sometimes you may be playing with a top you don't know that well, and if they do something to you you don't want, it's important that you have a way to let them know, IMMEDIATELY. Especially if you're tied up or otherwise made helpless. Everyone has their own favorite safeword. I personally use "Yellow!" to mean "Something's too intense; I need you to lighten up, but I don't want to stop the scene," and I use "Red!" to mean "I'm in trouble and I want everything to stop NOW, no more games, scene over, let me outta here!" Some people just have one flavor of safeword, and use "aardvark" or some other weird word they'd never say in the context of a scene. At many parties, the universal safeword is "Safeword!" It's up to you. All it is is a safety valve for when things get out of control. If your top doesn't respect your safeword, it's a safe bet that they won't respect other limits of yours, and you will need to decide whether you want to play with someone who doesn't acknowledge your boundaries. Using a safeword can be hard to do sometimes. It's important to realize that no one is perfect, and if you as top do something that squicks your bottom (i.e. pushes beyond your bottom's limits--"squick" is a recent bit of s.s.b-b jargon), it doesn't mean you're a bad lover or a bad person. It only means that you ran into a limit you didn't know was there, or you were tired or disconnected and not in tune with your bottom. It happens to everyone from time to time. If you as top feel burned out and want to stop the scene suddenly, or you get a powerful reaction you weren't expecting and aren't sure how to continue, you can use a safeword too; safewords aren't just for bottoms! If you as bottom feel like your top is pushing you, and you don't want to play anymore, it's not fun, that's when you want to use a safeword--your top will be glad you used it to tell them where you were at. A safeword is just a communication tool, nothing more, nothing less. If you're playing intensely, it may feel hard to stop the scene, to come back from the edge via a safeword... but if you need to, that's what they're for. Some tops deliberately push their bottoms until their bottoms call safeword; this way, the bottom gets the experience of using it. A safeword that's never used can seem unusable, which isn't a good property for a safeword. Sometimes a top will want to gag you, whether because you're being too noisy or they want to increase your helplessness or you've been being impertinent or whatever. You may still want a safeword to let the top know when a rope is too tight or the nipple clamps are pinching or whatever. Some people put a handkerchief in the bottom's hand; if they let go and the handkerchief falls, they know there's something up. I personally use the old SOS signal: three loud yells spaced evenly; "Unh! Unh! Unh!" No gag I've ever seen can stop _all_ noise, and that signal works even if my hands are in mittens or a strait-jacket and unable to hold anything at all. Before playing with someone, it's a good idea to negotiate, not only what safeword you want to use, but how you'll handle it if you need to use the safeword. When you're just getting into SM, it's almost inevitable that some scenes will end prematurely or abruptly. If you acknowledge this possibility in advance, and talk about what kinds of comforting or remedy you might like, it'll make recovering from a mishap a lot easier and more pleasant. And because a scene goes wrong is no reason to think that you or your partner is fundamentally bad or untrustworthy--mistakes will happen. (If your partner doesn't want to hear your concerns about the mishap, though, or if they belittle or deride your concerns, you may well be unable to avoid future mishaps. If your relationship doesn't learn from painful experience, it may not be ready to handle doing SM. Of course, this kind of processing is a vital part of _every_ healthy relationship, SM or not.) Not every SM player uses safewords. Some people into SM don't find them useful for the style of play they prefer; more straightforward communication suffices for them. Some partners find their need for a safeword gradually diminishes as they come to know each other better. Some people do SM in which the bottom doesn't _want_ to have a verbal escape route, for the duration of the scene. (This "no-safeword" play is also sometimes called "edge play.") One thing that you will learn about the BDSMLMNOP scene is that styles vary wildly, and peoples' experiences are astonishingly diverse. But for many people beginning their explorations (and many who've explored enormously), safewords have proved very helpful. Previous section Created 10 August 1995, last updated 10 August 1995 ======================================================================= * 4. When is pain not pain?* Often people outside the scene don't see the appeal in any of the things SM people do that look painful. What's enjoyable about being hit? Where's the fun in getting bruised? Well, think about this. Have you ever had intense sex and afterwards noticed bite marks on your neck of which you had no memory? What happened was your love partner bit you, HARD, hard enough that it bruised you, and all you felt was another jolt of pleasure. If they bit you that hard when you _weren't_ having sex, you would scream "OUCH!!!" because it would hurt a lot! But when you are sexually aroused, your pain tolerance goes way up, and stimulation that you usually feel as pain is now actually pleasurable. This is common knowledge. Another usual explanation is that the brain produces endorphins, natural opiates, to compensate for pain. You actually get high off the sensation. The "runner's high" comes from pushing the body painfully for so long that the endorphins kick in; the rush you get after eating chili peppers comes from the same source; and that's what makes it enjoyable for SM players to be whipped or spanked or whatever. It's not pain, it's pleasure! All athletes that are "hooked on exercise" are essentially masochists who enjoy stressing their bodies to get that chemical response. So your friend who enjoys being spanked may actually be a lot _less_ masochistic than your average marathon runner! For just this reason, one well-known local dominant uses pain as a reward, when she's topping a masochist. Pain as a punishment can have the reverse effect, when your bottom _likes_ getting whipped! Endorphins are by no means The Single Explanation for why masochists find intense sensation to be desirable. Not every masochist floats away blissfully while being whipped, nor would they all even _want_ to. The ways to experience intense sensation vary from dreamlike rush to stinging ouch to irritating maddening burn to soothing warmth to tears-in-the-eyes throbbing... and whatever the sensation, there is likely someone who enjoys it. Also, pain is a continuum. There are many different kinds of sensation that you can use in your lovemaking--light scratches with fingernails, open-hand spankings, pinches, squeezes... there are many many ways to touch someone, and all of them can be enjoyable. Different people enjoy different levels of sensation; "different strokes for different folks." What may be a wonderfully sensual caress to one person may be practically unnoticeable to another, and what may be a delightful flogging to one person may be no fun AT ALL to someone else. Ongoing negotiation is the secret to finding the happy medium. Some people consider all this absurd. "How could you WANT pain?" The best answer I can give is that some people simply seem to be calibrated differently. They want _more_ sensation; they find the intensity thrilling and exciting, whereas someone else might find it overpowering and agonizing. People like different amounts of spice in their food; why not in their sexual encounters? Each person experiences sensation differently, and if you want more, there are safe ways for you to get it. Getting what you want, safely, can make your life much happier. (For much more about sensations and sensation play, I strongly recommend Pat Califia's book _Sensuous Magic_. See the resource list at the end of this FAQ.) Previous section Created 10 August 1995, last updated 10 August 1995 ======================================================================= * 5. What are some basics of safe SM, emotionally and physically?* SM is often play, and as such is fun! But SM can also get intense and powerful. Here are some useful tips for people just getting started. *Emotional safety* First of all, communicate. Let your partner know what you want and don't want. Keep the dialogue going; watch your partner, be aware of what she or he is feeling and thinking, and respect his or her limits. Establish a safeword, and make it very clear that it will be taken EXTREMELY seriously if used. DON'T assume that your partner shares a fantasy of yours unless you've EXPLICITLY discussed it with them; just because someone likes being blindfolded doesn't mean they'll enjoy being tied up. And most important, give full permission to both people playing to stop at any time for any reason; respect each other enough to commit to call a halt and work things out if something goes wrong. Be sensitive. SM play, which can (doesn't have to! but can) involve helplessness, intense sensation, and psychological domination, is strong stuff; it can reach deeply into someone's soul and bring up childhood traumas or hidden fears, without warning. Be aware that you are swimming in deep waters, and be respectful, loving, and careful. Don't let this reality scare you away from SM, though, if you want to experiment; let it make you more aware and open to what both of you are feeling. Most of all, decide for _yourself_ whether SM (or elements of SM) has a place in your sex life; don't listen when someone _else_ tells you "SM will be OK for you" or "SM will not be OK for you". Only you can make that decision. Be honest. If you do not want to do something, don't let your partner pressure you into it. When you begin exploring SM, you may often find yourself with a partner who wants something more than you have experience giving, or who's right now in the mood for something that you're _not_ in the mood for. In my experience, it's generally better to say, "Whoa, I think we're wanting different things. Let's talk." Doing a scene when you don't really want to can result in anything from a lukewarm scene to something you just wish was over. There is plenty of time... honesty, and not pushing, will lay a foundation of trust that will stand you in good stead later. One especially charged kind of D/S play is dominance and submission, in which the bottom gives up some of their freedom of choice to the top, who can command them. Though many people with strong boundaries can play like this perfectly safely (and indeed derive enormous happiness and satisfaction from doing it), this kind of play can carry some real emotional risks for people with low self-esteem. The risk is that the dominant will wind up abusing their power, using the D/S dynamic to make the submissive feel ever more worthless and powerless, and hence willing to let the dominant take over more of their independence. If you have issues around your personal sense of self-worth, and if you feel that being submissive (albeit perhaps an enticing idea) might serve to confirm and consolidate your negative self-image, you would do well to think hard about whether D/S play is for you at this stage of your life. The answer may well be "no." (And conversely, if you are considering topping someone who wants to submit because they deserve no better, you might consider whether you want a partner who thinks so little of themselves.) In general, it's imperative for everyone who does SM to look hard at their motivations and their boundaries, and to be clear on whether the SM (whatever form it may take) is self-actualizing or self-destructive. It may not be all black-and-white, either; there may be some particular activities or roles or words that will make you feel unsafe, scared, or worthless, and you may well want to avoid those activities/roles/words. That is exactly what negotiation is for; you have the right to do what feels good to you and avoid what does not, and you have the right to insist your partner respect your boundaries. (This goes for any relationship, of course, BDSM or no.) The discussion of "when do dom/sub relationships become excessive or abusive" is an ongoing one on s.s.b-b, and for good reason; it's an important topic. BDSM may at times be therapeutic, but it is in no sense a substitute for therapy. It's been said that "you can't take power from the powerless." A healthy D/S relationship is grounded in mutual respect, and in the knowledge that both partners are choosing this life in a fully informed, non-coerced manner; the submissive is proud to submit, and the dominant is proud to receive the gift of their submission. It is a very different thing from an abusive relationship in which one partner controls the other partner's entire world, with the goal of making that partner irrevocably and helplessly dependent. *Physical safety* Back to the physical plane: If you are the top, and you are tying your bottom up, keep your attention on what you're doing. Your bottom is going to be blissing out; it's up to you to see that they're comfortable and kept amused. The "amusement" can be as nasty as you please, but see that they don't get _bored_; that's seldom fun.) Indeed, if you as top really _are_ displeased with your submissive for breaking an agreement the two of you had made, ignoring them or sending them away may be the harshest punishment you can administer. But that's pretty advanced.) Remember AIDS. Almost everything beyond closed-lips kissing and bare-skin contact is potentially unsafe, unless some kind of latex barrier is used. No unprotected contact between any combination of fingers, genitals, mouth, and anus; use a latex dam (or saran wrap) for cunnilingus or rimming (i.e. oral-anal contact), gloves for manual penetration, condoms on dildos and dicks. Use water-based lubricants such as ForPlay, Astroglide, Wet, KY Jelly; if the lube has nonoxynol-9 in it (which kills HIV), all the better (but some people are allergic to nono-9, and Lord knows it tastes FOUL!). OILS AND OIL-BASED LUBES DISSOLVE LATEX; keep the mineral or massage oil away from your gloves and condoms (and latex clothing for that matter!). Blood, semen, female secretions, urine... all can carry HIV. Play hard, but play safe. (One interesting thing about SM is that it expands the range of safe ways for people to pleasure each other! But it also expands the range of unsafe ways to play....) There are more safety tips, but if you want the in-depth skinny check some of the books at the end. Disinfect your SM equipment after play, by washing with a disinfectant solution. Betadine is probably the most commonly-used disinfecting agent, followed by Hibiclens. Definitely disinfect dildos, sharp things, anything that penetrates or that could come in contact with blood. Disinfect whips and canes, if the scene has gotten heavy enough to bruise. Rubbing alcohol is not as good at cleaning things as it is made out to be; use an agent with antibacterial properties. Many tops come up with an SM safety kit, containing (among other things) such items as a flashlight, duplicate keys for _all_ locks, bandage scissors (with one flat blade) for speedy bondage removal, a first aid kit with all the standard first aid items, disinfectant (such as Bactine or Hibiclens) for toys which come in contact with bodily fluids, safer sex supplies (sometimes including several varieties of lubricant--different people like different sorts), and so on. See _SM 101_ (a book listed in the Resources section) for an excellent description of such a kit. And there are some things that are commonly regarded as potentially too dangerous to do unless you've been taught by someone who knows. Suspension is one: there are lots of things that can go wrong, and many of them can result in severe injury. Crucifixion is an especially hazardous form of suspension. And body piercing is also not for the novice; it takes know-how and precision, and a mistake can result in a really big mess. Fortunately, most SM activities, such as bondage, spanking, and teasing, are not nearly so severe; you can start out light and build up the intensity as far as you both want to go. Pay attention to what you're doing and use common sense and you'll likely be fine. In general, start out slow and PRACTICE! You will learn quickly and you'll have fun all along the way, and soon you'll be places you'd only dreamt about! Previous section Created 10 August 1995, last updated 3 April 1999 ======================================================================= Thanks for reading! Hope you learned something! Remember, your sexuality is wonderful; treasure it and nourish it! 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